It started creeping up on me yesterday afternoon...maybe it was because it was so beautiful for so many days and then it got cold and SNOWED. Seriously, it was 75 degrees on Monday and snowing on Tuesday. That is just weird. I got through the day okay, but I didn't sleep all that great and our little guy was screaming with nightmares at 3 am. Then I woke up with that heavy depressed feeling in my chest, you know, the one that makes you feel like there is literally an elephant sitting on your chest. I am not sure what is going on. It is a little soon for PMS related depression, and there is not really anything going on that would be triggering it....so maybe it has to do with the med changes.
It has been over 3 weeks since I stopped taking my other meds completely, so it has been over a month since I have been on the new medication Effexor. It can take a few weeks for the old stuff to get completely out of my system. I have actually been feeling good depression wise up until yesterday. Although sickness has been sailing through this house so it has been kind of hard to determine how I am really feeling. I had the cold and flu and then about a week later a horrific sinus infection. My little guy has had an ear infection and my daughter and husband have both had the stomach bug, all within a week and a half of each other. I saw my doctor last week for my sinus infection and I told her that I think that I am sleeping better but it is kind of hard to tell because nobody was really sleeping with everyone being sick.
Now that I am feeling better a week later, I think that I am sleeping a little better. With the beautiful weather I have been more active than I have been in months. I spent days doing a TON of yard work to get the backyard play worthy and we spent the day at my parents on Monday which always includes romps in the woods on Grandpa's special trails. Everything kind of fizzed to a halt with the weather change yesterday...just when we were starting to enjoy spring! The kids and I have been collecting fun naturey materials to build a Fairy Kingdom in our backyard. Now we have to wait for the snow to melt before we can get started on that. Projects are the best thing for me when I am feeling depressed, and the kids, especially Anne are pretty excited about it.
So I am going to give it some time with the new medication. I am on a pretty low dose right now, so we might just need to up it a little bit. I have an appointment in June with my Doc, but I can call her anytime in the meantime. I am going to give it through the weekend before I call though, I want to see if it continues....I am happy to stick with a lower dose if I can function with it. For now, one day at a time.
I am really looking forward to Easter with the kids and celebrating the Resurrection! Our Church is also having a huge community Easter Egg Hunt on Saturday that my kids are excited about, and we have playdates scheduled for the next couple of days. Anne is on spring break this week, so we are a little off routine, but it has been going pretty well. The kids have been very well behaved, and my Matthew has been using the potty with great enthusiasm...so maybe no more diapers pretty soon.
I have some fun stuff to write about in the next couple of entries, and I will continue to record my progress. Life is a Journey!
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